Feeling good

My partner loves me unconditionally.

Used to not believe in unconditional love in the context of intimate relationships.

What a dummy I was.

Bridget has loved me this way since the beginning. 

I wonder how much more greatness can come to me when I stand in a place of loving myself? For I believe accepting who I am as I am was key to "bumping into" someone like Bridget, someone who loves me for me.

This idea of accepting myself as I am, loving myself, and feeling good, is opening a lot of avenues, I thought were never goign to happen. All with little to know effort on my part. This includes meeting trans people who I resonate with and connect (in what ever ways) online and in the "real world".

Feeling good today. It can guarantee a better tomorrow. For a few weeks now I've focused on feeling good as much of the day as I can. I'm human, so it's not always easy, but I do my best. Even with the stumbles, I've seen amazing shifts:

• My step daughter choosing a path for herself I had hoped she would - without me even having to talk about it with her
• Business opportunities opening up for my business partner and I
• Tremendous progress on my work to end capitalism

There are many other small and large outcomes I could list. For me, it gives me shivers when I recount them....

Next month we're going to a class on understanding my desire for introducing a third partner into our relationship. It's both thrilling and scary at the same time. What's remarkable about it though it I'm living an authentic life. And for once, in my whole life, someone who sees that authenticity and loves me the same, supports me. Even in her own fear.

That feels good.